Been Sick... Story of my life..

Arg I hate being sick. More then anything. And as messed up as it may sound, I can make myself feel better quite easily, but that's going against so much that I stand for now. (crazy talk. Hey it's my blog, and you'd eventually learn/hear rumors sometime) So I just fight it off.

I still need to figure out my soon to be living situation. My back up plan might become my actual plan. But living in Vacaville could be awesome... I can save some money, less of a commute, cheaper rent, OOOOh I could act! and have more time to paint. Maybe find someone to have creative time with, see my friends more. Be closer to my Pleasanton and Oakland friends. Okay.. This will be okay.

I had so much work to catch up on this morning, since I missed the last two days of work.. But, it's almost done now, after an hour and a half of being here. So back to my normal routine of reading blogs, answering phones, sending faxes, wikipedia-ing and googling anything interesting... BTW girl moment blog coming next. hah.

Just another Wed.

Uuugh it's windy out, and I didn't bring a sweater. It's only 10am, and I already want to go home. I could just leave, as my boss is gone, and the female PT sees how bored I am and told me I could go out and do stuff.. But I have to be here at 3 for sure, and I have to pick up my car pool buddy at 5. Maybe I'll leave for lunch early. Go to the Post Office, maybe hit up Longs/CVS and get a few things I need. Meh

For now, I'll sit in my office, with the heater all the way up.. and try not to fall asleep on my keyboard. Maybe watch something online... or read. All I really want it a juice box, a snack, and nap time.

My life...

I got this awesome new app for my phone's camera called Retro Camera. Yeah, how hip of me. I lets me take pictures with 4 different cameras (My favorite being the pin hole one)

So this is my life

1. Marco's apartment

2. Smoke break

3. Soda at work, which I'm cutting down on.

4. Side of my work

5. Out front of my work.

6. Me at work

7. Porch in Sacramento

8. Marco cooking Indian food

9. My boots on Tuesday

Dare I say it?!?

So yes, tumblr has it's perks.. I can post things super quickly.. but it's overwhelming at the same time.. so much to look at.. So I'm back here.. But with a few changes.

I'll still post art. I haven't even updated my tumblr in forever... (the overwhelmingness of it, and my life got to me) So this wont be all art.. Maybe some posts about my life too.. I posted some amazing art and inspirations on here, that I don't want to just fall out of it.

Plus this site is just so much prettier.. and i already have the page looking how i want...

Meh.

What's new you may ask?

-Employment! Working for an amazing visceral manipulation physical therapy office. Seriously my boss/coworkers are amazing. Just the three of us, and it's the best work dynamic ever. Office managing never seemed so good. I enjoy the data entry and billing insurance companies, getting to know the patients and the all around vibe here..

-I did some more shows.. Most recent Julius Caesar (Hail me!) Never before since coming back to theatre have i felt so at peace with a show, and my part. From beginning to end I knew what i wanted to do, how to do it, and the awkwardness just melted away. Except the hands thing. I'm still never sure what normal people do with their hands.

-I'm moving. To Sacramento, into an amazing place with a friend from my one and only year of ATP, and her friend for years. It's a great place, wonderful people, and the energy works.. me living with girls? Yeah I know.. usually I only can live with boys, but this is something special. I'll commute to work, which totally sucks, but i'm willing to do so for this set up.

-Single, mingling, enjoying it. I never spend much time single... so this is new. Shit I'm coming up on 5 months single and it's okay. I don't want to rush into anything and enjoy hanging out with people and finding out more about myself along the way..

-Mentally fabulous. It's a constant battle to keep pushing forward and not get sucked back into the black hole. But another year has gone by with little to no episodes. Learning how to recognize the things that make me panic or start to shift, and how to breathe through them. I took the people who cause damage out of my life, and focus on the good people. You can never say you are fully "healed" from something... as it's always going to be a part of you, even if not an active part.

Mini break

So, personal post.... I put in my 2 weeks at work. Don't know if I've mentioned that yet... I'm working full blast on getting a manual written up explaining what i do, and how to do it... so i will be taking a short break here, to get things settled for work...

again i promise more posts asap. :)

Camera Phone Goodies

1. Yesterday as I work on getting my script and voice ready to be the narrator for our work instructional videos.
2. Sitting outside the office on my break. There are so many leaves falling today. It's totally raining leaves like crazy!
3. The ridiculous hi-tops I got for X-Mas. they are so ridic it's crazy.