Hello Nurse!

1. HOT
2. HOT and I want that PBR shirt. Like right now.
3. Caitlin Hackett

Because you are beautiful from the inside out...

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Source for 3 is screen caps from Girl, Interupted.

Oh.I.See.What.You.Did.There

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Gurl, ya so pretty it could kill me...

Waking the Giants

"The Story of the Giants" From the play The Good News, written and directed by Jon Tracy. The story was read by the character Z, played by me.

Jon wrote this amazing disturbing and gorgeously beautiful play that we did last year. I posted this monologue here on opening night, but as it's been well over a year, and I found new pictures that just scream at me to go with the story again, I decided to repost it. Plus most people who read this now, did not read it back then. And if so, well enjoy again. :)

The Earth used to be covered with big big humans.

Bigger then the buildings.

Big enough to swim the oceans.

Big like the Redwoods we gape at.

Big enough to shut down the mind.

Shut down now - and listen.

The Earth was happy.

They were happy.

All of them.

They knew how to love and win.

There was peace in the beginning.

There was.

Then suddenly we came.

Somehow.

And things weren't happy anymore.

We have a way of making things very, very sad.

The big ones asked us to just stop.

Stop and be happy.

But we didn't listen, and kept on being mean.

So the Giants had a meeting to figure out what to do.

Because something had to be done.

They thought about burning us.

Or drowning us.

And many things they felt were not in their nature.

And this made them sad.

Because they didn't want to change.

So they decided to all go to sleep.

Because at least there in their dreams, they could still be happy.

But they promised, that if ever things got so bad that they woke.

They would surely stand again.

And they would destroy us.

They thought this was fair.

So they laid down on the Earth, pulling their blankets over them.

Their vertical shapes creating our mountains.

Their snores, our quakes.

Ready...

Waiting...

The Past Stays With You, To Push You Forward...

Morning Tumblr roundup.
1. Screencap from Girl, Interupted
2. Esra Roise
3. Unknown

This is that feeling...

I've been craving some John John Jesse.

I've been obsessed with his work for like the past 6 years or so. Wow, 6 years. That's crazy.

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Sorry they are NSFW. I used to care about that, but now I don't haha. :) It's art! C'mon!

Beautiful, Stunning, I want to be one

I love Sylvia Ji's stuff. How could I not, really. It's the culture and art styles that I deeply connect to. Maybe I'll just paint my face and go as one of these beautiful ladies for Halloween. Pretty sure it's the same outfit I wore as one of my costumes last year, Frida Kahlo. Ughh these are just soo pretty.

News Flash: Hottest Thing Ever, Making Out..

There is something so hot about making out. That's all I really want. hah. Enjoy the last picture, as it's screen caps from an episode of Gossip Girl. Yeah insert your rolling eyes. That scene is hot. And inspired me to wear red tights and shorts.

Look up and out...

Tragically Romantic...

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Last 2 I found on Tumblr randomly, but love the feel of them. I want an adventure day

I need a date...

Second is done by Richard Phillips, and is featured in one of my favorite shows Gossip Girl (haha) I just adore it. But most of his stuff is really a hit or miss with me.

Oh, it's just the Virgo in me..

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I read somewhere once, that Virgo's are good at just about everything they try, but never great at any one thing. I've always been trying to prove that wrong in my life, but have had a hard time about it.

Last night, after packing up half of my room in Sac into the mini van for my step-dad and brother to take home, I went to McDonalds. Gross? Yes. I saw a man inside, elderly, eating alone... And had a realization about what my one thing I'm great at is.

To preface, I have an overflow of empathy. (the intellectual identification with or vicarious experiencing of the feelings, thoughts, or attitudes of another.) I'm overly emotional when it comes to other people, friends, family, strangers' emotions. I become consumed in the bad or sad to the point that it hurts me deeply. I constantly want to fix things for people... and knowing that I cannot comes the one thing I'm the best at.

Because I get so consumed with emotions of my own, and others.. and my own past, the thing I do best in my life, that I am truly great at. Is dissociating. This realization last night sent me in a downward spiral of thoughts. How that's such a disgusting, terribly, beautiful, peaceful thing to be great at. When I know I can't help or deal with the emotions flooding me, I just want to run away from it all. Instead, I go numb. And for the first time, I felt myself go through all the motions last night, and the numbness come over me. I'm fine right now. But that's part of the problem. Haha. Obviously I'm a handful (or ten) of issues, but it was a good thing to go through last night. I also starting my St. Johns Wort up again last night. haha go me.

Oh, hello there..

Epic...

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Smash Bros meet Fight Club. Saw this on geekologie and it's fantastic! I hope he really does make it a series of pieces!

I need a nap...

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