Painting is my life...

I love painting. I think tonight if I can pull myself away from my new video game, I'm gonna drink a few PBRs and paint for a while.

There is something so wonderful about turning your brain off from everything stressful, sad, overwhelming and ridiculous.. and just getting lost in the feeling of paint. It's my zen I guess.

Made me giggle, again

Write it out.

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Can you feel it

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If i dont write it down or take pictures... I'll forget..

Last night:
-Drove out to Berkeley with Gillian and had a great talk.
-Ate La Vals with her and Lee.
-Got verbally and semi physically attacked by an old crazy man with a giant backpack and no sense of personal space.
-Saw 12th Night, twas amazing, and Sarah was fantastic!
-Drove to the King Fish with Sarah to meet Colin, to find my friend Sean from Fairfield there, and then Taz and Lynell showed up! <3
-Had a great night of my worlds colliding.

Looks like my move is happening tomorrow, with the help of my brother, step dad, and the mini van. Right now I'm just getting everything prepared for loading, and thinking about what to do with my last night actually living in Fairfield. It's not like I wont be around all the time, I work here.. My family is here, I have friends here.

I've moved so many times in the last 5 years... I'm used to it.. There is nothing like the feeling of decorating your room again in a new place. I'm giddy with excitement..

Sew it up tighter...

note to self. shitty poetry that feel soooo good to get out into words, into space, into their inbox and brain... never gets the point across...

Granted, i sent it a while back, not to get anything out of it.. just to show, how i hold emotions. Hell it's a two way street right? Friends do this sort of thing. Share. Collaborate.

I always want to surround myself with people who have a passion for "the arts". Hell, a passion for anything is good... cuz it shows me that you care about something so deeply it hurts. I do. So i need people around who do too. I want more people to make art with. More zombie love missed connections on craigslist correspondence, more painting nights, more co-op poems, here take this book and do stuff to it, give it back and it'll be my turn.

I live for that sorta junk.

Looks Like A Good Night To Me.

I think I'm in love with this site...

The Emptiness Inside...

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Sorry things have been so slow lately. With the holiday, and my head in my script I've had a hard time keeping up! More soon!

Flowing.

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This is Going to be a Long Friday...

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Fears, it's the little things...

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PostSecret...

I've been reading PostSecret.com for years now... Every Sunday Frank updates the website with new secrets.... Some are happy, some are sad.. some are just.... random.... But I am there, every week looking at other people's secrets... and finding my own in those post cards... These have been some of my favorites for a while. I want to buy the books, but I just get so damn emotional over these things... Sigh... love ya guys...

Happy Chinese New Year!

Source: I'm going to be creative!



Source: I'm going to be happy!



Source: And I'm going to wake up on time and rested!

So my coworkers tell me that it's Chinese New Year, and whatever you do today, or this week maybe it is... will determine what your whole new year will be like. So, I've decided to go with it. I woke up on time and wasn't too tired. I started to organize my art, into what i need to go to finish something, and how to finish them, and I am having a good day, I'm going to be happy.

So I hope you all have a great day, today can change the year for you. So try not to get angry, or sick or procrastinate, as you will then be doing that for the rest of the year! ;)