Movies Make My Mood.

Garden State


Lost in Translation


Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind


The Virgin Suicides


The Royal Tenenbaums

Above our some screen caps from a few of my favorite movies... To someone like me, movies, pictures, stories.. something that can always be "there", obtained... is better then memories.. I cannot always trust my mind to remember or know things from the past...

This is why I write notes in the books I read, and will reread them over and over again. Why I take a lot of pictures of my life, and have them hanging on my walls. That way I can always go back, day after day and remember, naming off the people, trying to capture that feeling again. And this is why I watch movies again and again. I try to absorb the stories, find the moments which pull my heart in, the colors, the feeling, the emotions they draw out of me..

Please click on the images and see them at a proper size.. Enjoy!

Ever so Delicate...

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From My Insides, Out.

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When Creepy Comes Into Play....

Source Other such creepy things found there! Oh god, I just realized it's blinking.... I hope everyone else sees it too and that I'm not just crazy... well... never mind.




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Source Masks freak me out. But I love them.

A Splash of Color

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Source Can also found in the movie Marie Antionette. I love the movie.. the colors and music make it that much better for me. Not that it's VERY true to the real story, but it does make the girl in me squee with delight.

Double Take.

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Details, Details Details!

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PostSecret...

I've been reading PostSecret.com for years now... Every Sunday Frank updates the website with new secrets.... Some are happy, some are sad.. some are just.... random.... But I am there, every week looking at other people's secrets... and finding my own in those post cards... These have been some of my favorites for a while. I want to buy the books, but I just get so damn emotional over these things... Sigh... love ya guys...

It's a Crazy Day.... I Can Feel It...

Willa Holland she was on Gossip Girl for a hot minute, and I can't forget her...




Passive Aggressive Notes.. HAHAHA sooo funny. I'm totally sucked into that site.



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Sometimes... I really am glad I'm crazy. Life would be so boring if I wasn't the way that I am.

Party Party Time.

Hee Hee...

Loooove my shoes!



I feel like this belongs in a "my life" version of Gossip Girl. Ryan and lady in the back ground.. I got my phone out.. haha. Yeah I'm a nerd.


Sorry for the lack of posts yesterday, more car trouble! But it's okay now, thankfully. I'm working on a better post, but for now here are some recent pics of me at the Flip Cup party a few weeks back. I love my shoes. It was a 90's themed party, but I didn't have time after work to get a good outfit. Next time, I swear I will dress up. All photography was taken by my awesome friend Jeff Ebner, who is amazing with his work.

It's a Mother 'Uckin Lady Gaga Post!

To prove that she REALLY can sing so well, here is her acoustic version of Poker Face. Geez, I love her voice.

Lady GaGa Poker Face (Official Music Video) - HQ.mp3 - Lady Gada


My favorite song on the album is Poker Face... Check out the video here and here is her myspace page. Also here is her website, which I'm totally all over.

Yep. I love her. Totally addicted to her. She's one fierce biotch. I rock out in my car to her album on a daily basis. I love her look, her style, her attitude. She's got this awkward thing about her, that I find so sexy, and I just can't get enough. Oh man, my addiction is so bad. I love her more like I love Britney Spears, maybe more, who knows.... She just does this thing... that I really like haha.. whatever that is. Go get her album. DO IT.

We're in a Whole New World Now!

My friend Ben sent me over the link to this Deviant Art account last night. Holy crap! Mixing my passions here! haha.. How gorgeous are these?

Tuesday Rats In The Alley Day!!!

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Matt, John, Stew and Derrick, a handful of my dear Rats. :) Derrick is always so dapper. haha



So it's Tuesday everyone, and you know what that means? The Rats in the Alley are playing at Uncle Bong's Pizza! This is my favorite part of the week! Getting to see my friends perform Improv and eat damn good pizza and drink beer! (oh and the karaoke at the end of the night is great too!) Just thought I'd share a little Spot Light on my friends the Rats. Some of them I've known for far too many years, some I've just recently met, and some I'm very close to. They never fail to amaze me. :)

Here is their myspace is you wanna check it out! If you are ever free on a Tuesday night and wanna come drive out to Suisun, it's totally worth it! Trust me!

Oh and don't forget that you can still buy tickets for my friend (and a member of the Rat's) Matt's comedy show in Vallejo on Feb 28th. I'm getting 5 tickets already, and hope that anyone else in the area can make it out too! Here is the website for more info on that Comedy Show!

With Just a Glance...

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Source When I was in ATP1 (actors training program) we had to bring in a skit based on 10 min of our life. We could do anything for 10 min, while everyone else watched. Some people read for 10 min, some people played video games... I applied my makeup. Now in that class I was working on a scene from The Picnic, so it was perfect, but people responded with out "classic" and "old school" it was. And that's how I feel. Applying makeup makes me think of those classic old Hollywood people. So glamorous, so beautiful. So I adored this picture when I saw it.




Source When I have my own house, I want to paint crazy things all over the walls and furniture. Call me crazy, but I want art throughout my entire house. Like these chairs!



So sorry for the lack of a post yesterday, I got about 20 minutes away from my house towards work.. when my car (who's Check Engine light came on late Saturday) totally gave up on me... Luckily it was a holiday (not for me, but for my step daddy) and he worked on it all day in the rain. Buying parts and getting it all better for me. Thank goodness... I need that car to live, I work so far away! But I did think about ya'll!

The rain looks like it's clearing up a bit, at least right outside my window. Now I'm back at work and paying bills and catching up. Enjoy everyone!

Early Valentines Day Post

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So, as tomorrow is Valentines Day, and I'll be away from the computer most the day, I thought I'd post some love inspired stuff here today! Why not, as love inspires some of the most amazing art, music, writing, etc... Enjoy!

<3

It's a Cold, Wet Morning Today...

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